“My Hiller Problem,” Half 4: We Don’t Miss Snatches

Editor’s Observe: That is the fourth half in a multiple-part sequence written by Athena Perez, chronicling the year-long problem that she’s dubbed her “Hiller Problem.” All year long, Andrew Hiller, a outstanding CrossFit YouTuber whose movies have impressed each die-hard followers and dissenters, will function Perez’s coach and they’re going to each doc the journey throughout social media (and in Athena’s phrases right here). Learn the opposite components right here and right here now.

Andrew devoted a lot of the first day of my go to to what I interpreted because the “getting-to-know-you stage.” I discovered him to be personable, humorous, and right down to earth, and it didn’t take lengthy to really feel at house.

Upon our return from Costco, I eagerly plunged into the duty of getting ready just a few of the dishes I had beforehand showcased to him throughout our weekly check-ins. His amusement was palpable as the primary music from my playlist, “Transferring” by Secret Backyard, stuffed the room. 

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But, beneath his amusement, there was a spark of curiosity and a need to take part, which made our interplay seemingly easy.

Amid my culinary endeavors, he casually remarked that he might by no means fathom cooking a filet and consuming it as something aside from a solitary slab of meat. If one cooks a steak, he believed, it must be savored as a steak.

Within the second following his declaration, I discovered myself pausing to etch this into my reminiscence. 

Might he admire the myriad prospects that lay in between, the delicate shades of gray that blur the traces between black and white? 

I realized as a lot about him by way of speaking about steak as watching him play piano. This was not a solitary occasion of introspection. Certainly, there can be many extra to return.

The First Exercise

My first in-person exercise session with Andrew featured loads of acquainted actions. 

Nothing was too outlandish or surprising; my time in CrossFit had uncovered me to a wild spectrum of actions. I used to be acutely conscious that the disparities between us wouldn’t be discovered within the actions themselves however relatively in our approaches and types. 

Our distinctive views and communication types had been the true differentiators. His coaching fashion is direct and unfiltered, starkly contrasting my softer strategy. 

This didn’t shock me, and I knew it was what I wanted. Nevertheless, his communication fashion was additionally very wealthy with tales and sometimes analogies. Whereas analogies will be good in illustrating a degree, they will additionally obscure key variations between the topics being in contrast, probably resulting in flawed conclusions or confusion.

“You don’t miss snatches,” he mentioned. 

“Okay, positive, Andrew. I don’t miss snatches. I bought it. Transferring on,” I assumed.

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When it was time to observe field jumps, he set the platforms to a 12-inch top. I hesitated — a well-recognized feeling that had lingered for months. 

It had taken me over 4 years to progress to a six-inch top. 

Every strategy to the field was a stark reminder of my titanium knees and the borrowed time they represented. 

The trauma of restoration replayed in my thoughts. 

Noticing my pause, he decreased the peak to eight inches and commenced telling me a narrative about somebody lacking snatches and the way Andrew labored with him on constructing his confidence and mindset. A 12 months later, that athlete PR’ed his snatch by 15 kilos. 

It took me a minute to appreciate he was speaking a couple of former athlete of his, however he was actually speaking about me at that second. 

Then he mentioned:

“You can not simply stare at it since you hold lacking,” I knew he was referring to my wrestle. The look on my face mentioned all of it.

“You don’t miss snatches,” he mentioned after which abruptly pointed on the field and mentioned, “Soar right here…….. proper now.”

“Shit,” I assumed, “I…don’t…miss..snatches.”

To my shock, I managed to execute all three jumps beneath his intense, eyebrow-raised gaze. It was intimidating however that’s my default — I merely stand there, staring on the field.

I used to be instructed to persist in my efforts to realize the 12-inch field bounce as soon as I returned house, however with a brand new stipulation: I couldn’t observe for greater than 5 minutes. If it took me longer, it meant I wasn’t prepared and wanted to additional domesticate my “confidence.” 

He was spot on. 

All of it boiled right down to confidence. At this juncture, he reiterated a phrase that had surfaced repeatedly over the weekend: “I need you to be courageous.”

Studying to Talk

Though our personalities had intersected in humorous methods, our communication types had been so vastly completely different that in these coaching periods, it felt as if we had been members in a recreation of Whack-a-Mole, every of us trying to decipher the opposite’s strikes.

Our verbiage interpretation, filters, and emotional responses differ considerably.

For instance, for Andrew, “energy” signifies uncooked bodily energy. 

To me, it represents enhanced resilience. 

My fixed verbal “why” mirrored my heartfelt curiosity, a need to grasp. Nevertheless, Andrew’s interpretation of my “why” confirmed my inattentiveness, inflicting him to tense up visually. Andrew is a person of literal interpretation concerning phrases and phrases, whereas I’m fairly the other. 

If Andrew is Microsoft Excel, I’m Microsoft Phrase. 

The second I acknowledged this stark distinction, it was a revelation. Typically, I feel we have to pause and ask one another: Are you Excel, Phrase, or Paint? 

Not solely did it make clear why I had beforehand misunderstood him on so many ranges, but it surely additionally illuminated the changes I would wish to make shifting ahead.

What Is Bravery?

On the second day of coaching, I as soon as once more uttered the phrase “why,” solely to be met with a blunt response that I’m positive others like me would discover harsh, abrasive, and even hurtful. 

Though he instantly apologized, the affect had already been felt. He was firmly satisfied I hadn’t been listening to him once more.

Within the moments that adopted, I spotted our understanding of the phrase bravery may also be a bit completely different. Though I hadn’t explicitly requested for his definition, I inferred it as “Simply Do it… confidently and unapologetically.” 

This conjures up me.

Nevertheless, my notion of bravery is certainly one of persistence and kindness. 

It’s about assembly others the place they’re. 

Bravery is a deep breath within the face of frustration when all you need to do is stroll out and provides somebody the center finger. It’s the braveness to strategy conditions with an open thoughts and a welcoming coronary heart. It’s being a bridge-builder, a door-opener, a life-changer. And it’s a reservoir of excellent intentions, compassion, and a beneficiant coronary heart that welcomes second probabilities and new beginnings.

Each interpretations can coexist.

Three days after the journey, I “bravely” walked out to Scaled Nation (confidently and unapologetically) and at last achieved that 12-inch field bounce. 

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Curiosity arose concerning the soundtrack enjoying by way of my headphones. It was a soundbite extracted from a video of my coach declaring, “We don’t miss snatches” on repeat. 

The Journey So Far

Right here’s a fast take a look at the place I’m at in my journey:

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Day #: 52

Victories:

  • I’ve shed 35 kilos. 
  • 12-inch field bounce

Classes:

  • Getting a deal with on how folks talk is a recreation changer. It’s like a secret decoder ring for dialog, dodging misunderstandings, and actually valuing everybody’s distinctive voice.
  • Being courageous is significant as a result of it permits us to confront our fears, take dangers, and problem ourselves. It’s the important thing to non-public development and reaching our targets.

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